Shadow Footprints

My emotional state is currently flipping between acceptance, denial, and anger.

I went to Hawkes Bay to visit family, which gave me time to think. It didn't help. I didn't tell anyone there. With my brother it was easy, he doesn't ask, which in itself is annoying.

I also came to realise that there isn't much in Hawkes Bay for me now. I caught up with a couple of friends and that was it. I seriously considered coming back a day earlier.